Memories of my life..good and bad times..

it's time for Emerge again..time of memories, fun and spiritual encounter with God..

2007-06-06T08:38:00.000-07:00

Halo guys:

realli sori haven bn bloggin for so long..bn realli busi with work (bn on night shift almost everydae),family and of cos Energe!! So glad to be back again to update and to destress myself frm the buziness of life ha..

anyway here's an update of fun frm Emerge..to my dear E371s..hope u guys enjoyed yourself tht dae and ve a fresh precious encounter with God..for i did..

thurs 31/5/07

this yr's Emerge is realli special..lands on the last dae of May..realli special to spend a last day at church..some of u guys may knoe tht i am actually off frm work for full Emerge until sun 3/6/07..hurrah for my manager and of cos God's grace..esp since i did nt even ask for permission to be off..though i realli long 4 it..

anyway it's e 1st dae of Emerge..spent it by rching expo in the morning for e 1st svr..my..God's presence was realli strong...received a strong Word frm the Lord..quickly gathered with cg members for briefin and hurried for ministry..we r supposed to serve for our onli and 1st dae for Emerge..

Night service was the moz special as for the 1st time our service was being broadcast on tv WORLDWIDE...pple were alreadi queueing by 3pm..realli glad i was serving for i don wan to queue and get jammed under the hot sun..esp when i saw hw those pple sweat and fan themselves..opened the doors at 6++...pple dush in like mad for seats and of cos escape frm hot sun..:) gt in late for svc around 7+ as i nd to serve in bookstore..guess what saw cechao, zitai and kok koon behind my row of seats..so surprised..looks like e church is realli small..:) (needs growing ha) sat down beside my ministry member..

i cant describe hw the svc is bt one thing for sure..those who didnt went realli lose out ha..it's juz AWSOME!!! esp the opening...a night for remembrance for sure..

Fri 1/6/07

wanted to attend svc 3..guess wat i overslept..sobz..realli tired and sleepy frm 31/5...met up with my ex-boss for some fellowship and fun..realli nice to mt up with old pals and find out more abt each other's lives sometimes..had a realli nice dinner, chat with some laugher..ha..gotten in time for svc 4 ..it's as good as svc 1 bt cant compare with svc 2 the openin night..ha...

sat 2/6/07

Guess what fall ill with sore throat and fever..guess i scream too much during the first 2 daes..bt i nvr regret at all..

stay at hm and being with my family instead..ever since i am workin seldom had time to chat and be with them..finally gt to knoe more abt their lives and thoughts..realli nice.. special thks mum..for such a nice dinner..:)

sun 3/6/07

recovered in time for sun special svc and Grand finale..Praise God for his healing power..i would nt wan to miss such an exciting dae..

Drama PVC realli rocks..reminded me of the time when i was stil a student and nt gaining much trust frm my parents..bt bad circumstances wil always be gone...i ve gotten this path and realli glad of tht..after special svc went with cg 4 fellowship..guess what..moz of e fellowship is based on queueing for e Grand Finale..nt much fun ha..gt the sqeeze and humid..gt to eat my hurried lunch in the queue..met 1 of my ex bf on the queue a few lines behind (looks like church is realli small)...smiled at each other bt nvr talked..

Grand Finale starts juz like opening night..rocking bands and music started it all..thks for e squeezy and humid queue our cg got the middle seats..so it's worth paying the price ha..

jus like the openin night words cant describe what i experience at the session..felt high, happy..sad..Pst Kong word's reminded me of my life and encounter with God..remembered all the path i had gone though..one thing tht is set in my mind..i wan to experience Him more and more..wan to grow closed to Him as day by day goes by..juz like what Pst says..he is more in love with Jesus as the days goes..i am proud to say it..i am too...

Power of God fell though our last worship song..i juz teared..Pst wanted to pray for us who truly wants Jesus more closer bt there were too many of us..all of us went and walked down to the altar instead..even though Pst did nt touch us..bt i felt God's presence..e presence..my 1st love and touch frm God when i 1st arrived in City Harvest..i pray tht this feeling wil abide with me forever..be with me whenever i was..whatever i was doin..

realli busi wk..

2007-05-04T05:36:00.000-07:00

Halo guys:

i am back again..finally free myself to tag something..ever since gotten a job at pepper lunch..bn busi like ants..ha..:)

anyway this wk for me was juz on concentrating on doin my job better..thks to God's grace..e girl who i talk abt in my previous blog..who always picked on me..nw we r frds..i found out tht we ve something in common also..perhaps 1 dae i cn rch out to my colleugues at this new work place..

Tue was Labour dae..bn realli busi too..ve to rush frm place to place..1st ve to attend my ex cg leader daughter's 1st yr old bdae..time realli flies past..i remembered tht it was nt too long when i visit her at the hospital after e dae she was born..nw she was healthy, happi and such a big gal..she ve juz learn crawling..we were veri excited when we put her on e floor to see who would she crawl to..of cos she choose her veri own dear mother..monica yeo..

after tht i ve to rush to expo for Sun ho concert..for it's Labour dae and she ve cum back esp to sing 4 us..e concert was realli high and great..enjoyed myself throughly..i am sure my cg members does too..:)

e cg and i went nxt to e carnival to enjoy..bt i don realli think it was nice as Wenwey and i kept queueing and end up the food sold out..long qeue etc..so we had to go hungry...poor us..:( the rest of us went to play games, pool, went to Hall 6 for some exihibtion etc..

nw i am back to work again after a dae of rushing and fun..here am i realli wondering?..when is e nxt dae for us to ve another whole dae of fun and treat again..???

what a lousi dae..

2007-04-26T09:03:00.000-07:00

what a lousy dae todae is..made so much mistakes at work..being scolded by my captain at least 3 times..

lookin 4ward to bible studi class at night..bt end up having work OT..customers keep coming in and out during dinner time..no time for break..feels tired running frm table to table..didnt went to bible study class..was ask to stay back and help..feeling so pissed up bt no choice..

Another testimony..

2007-04-26T08:46:00.000-07:00

Halo guys..here i am back again...would like to share with u guys another great testimony of God's goodness..

Mondae is my 1st dae of work at my new workplace at Pepper Lunch..even though i am veri excited to start work again at a whole new place i am nt happi with e workin hours..i applied for a part-time job to get myself used to e working place b4 i applied for full time..i got such a shock when my team captain told me tht being a full timer over here is 12 hours per dae and part-timers ve to work 8 hours..bt he said e mininum hours we muz work is 6 hrs..at tht time i realli wish i was deaf..

For e last 2 days i ve work for 10 hrs per dae and i am veri tired..i am involved in an accident before and i cannot stand long or walk fast than b4..i broke one of the veins inside my left knee..maybe some of u ve noticed tht i walk slow (this is the reason)..i knoe tht i could nt stand long and i feel like quitting..

I am realli happi and feeling blessed tht God ve ans my prayer and given me a flexible hours office timing job tht i realli don wan to quit this job..i prayed again for help and told God tht even though i would like a 6 to 7 hours job i don wan to disobey his Will if this is the path tht he ve given me to walk..i asked for e solution and at the same time also asking tht Let His Will be Done on Heaven and on Earth..

u know what i went back to discuss with my manager last night and he told me i cn ve a 6 to 7 hours job..he said he rather i work less than i quit..realli wan to testify and praise God for his Goodness towards me..at last i knoe tht i don ve to quit nw..

A new part time job

2007-04-24T07:07:00.000-07:00

by God's grace...i finally gt an office hours part time job as waitress at Pepper Lunch..wanted an office hours job so tht i will nt miz my church services and cell group meetings..still working at healthwise bt as it ve no basic pay i ve to get another with 1 so tht i ve $ to survive too..nw i am holding 2 part time jobs..

todae's my 1st dae of work..enjoyed myself even though my legs r super tired frm standing..learn lots of new things and make some new frds..

it seems like wherever we go there will be no lack of backstabbers..my 1st day of work was hunted by 1..she was 1 of our seniors bt young (around 18) ..all e dae along keep picking on me..ends up even complainin to manager abt me..bt thks to God's grace again..my manager ignored her and continued with his work..one of my colleugues even ask her to stop barking like a mad dog..when i remembered this juz felt like laughin a good laugh....

even every1 ignores her and continues with our own duties..bt i was realli wondering..is it goin to be another path of sayin to myself: 'ren...ren..' at work for me again...?? realli cant stand backstabbers...

God's Blessing to me..

2007-04-24T06:33:00.000-07:00

Halo guys:

finally ve e time to blog again..been quite a while since i am last online..these few days a lot of things ve happened to me..i wan to share about hw God ve been blessing me in the case of financial..bcos if i realli shared all i muz type till morning..(kidding) in e mean time would like to encourage all of u to tithe too by my testimony even though to us money is 'flesh' and we ve difficulty givin it away..

the testimony goes off::

i ve a big allowance given by my dad last week..i remember the Word of God mention tht we muz bring 10% of our tithe into God's house and God will multiply us back 10 times 100 times fold..even though 10% wasnt much a lot of money and i ve tithe b4..bt i am stil hestitatin to give bcos i wanted the money to get myself the box of vcd i wanted to get ever since the dae i saw it on the shelves of vcds shops..bt i still gave bcos i cant stand a voice inside me which keeps hinting to me: juz give..give..

in the end i ended up givin my 1o% tithe after i finish my ministry duty last ..the followin monday after i give (23/4/07) my dad blessed me with an amount of $ askin me to spent on whatever i wanted..guess what? the money was 10 times the amount i gave..this time i ve realli no pro getting the things i wanted...realli Praise the Lord...He is indeed Faithful..i am glad tht i listen to the prompting of the Holy Spirit..Hallelujah..

Sometimes in my life circumstances i realli wish i had known God earlier..i start to knoe God onli when i am 18..i ve wasted so many precious years b4 i turn 18..

eventful days

2007-04-17T08:37:00.000-07:00

Halo guys..

i am back, finally to blog...these few days bn so eventful tht i haven any idea of where to start..ok i thought of it..here goes..

Fri 13/4/07

Tonight is the 1st night of the healing conference of Benny Hinn..i was veri excited as i love Benny Hinn ever since i read abt him in Harvest Times around 2005...the miracles he did..i love his book Good Morning Holy Spirit best of all..cum to knoe of hw to came to Christ..

Anyway tht was also e day of my ministry duty..rch at 4pm at indoor stadium..bt end up waiting under the hot sun until 5 becos my ministry leader ask me to wait for some1 to pass me the Benny Hinn tag..i wait until i grow crazy..i felt so hot, bothered and squeezy as many pple were alreadi there to queue up...well finally i saw tht guy...thk God..

my duty begins by giving out pramplets regarding the offers of Benny Hinn products..my members and i kept wondering when did we became fliers givers...??? Wel tht was part of my duty and to my surprise i found tht actually i enjoyed doin it..i juz love seeing pple smiling faces...:)

continue with my duty until 720 when i finally gt in to find my cg members..as i came late a lady was alreadi sitting on it..bt as she found out we r cg members she give her seat out..special thks to the lady..even though we r strangers..got a seat between cechao and wenwey..

Benny Hinn is realli Benny Hinn..i realli admire him a lot...he is realli spiritual and he gt a good voice in singing too..nt to mention gd looks...hehe..When he was preaching abt Jesus went frm town to town healing pple of all mankind..deep down in my heart i was thinking, i suffered frm Ezema since young..doctors told me b4 i can control it bt there is no total healing..if onli i was living in Isbreal in Jesus times..i would ve bn cured long ago...bt i stil wan to give God praise tht my condition ve nt bn giving me troubles for the last few months..:)

The service was ended with mircales and pple being healed..i was veri touch and tears formed in my eyes..looking 4ward to another dae with Benny Hinn again..

Sat 14/4/07

feel like going to Benny Hinn conference bt poor me, i was down with flu and sore throat..end up sms Johnson i am nt goin..as i rest at hm..thinking of the things happening at SIS..

Sun 15/4/07

Nt in a gd mood todae as i was dragged out of bed in earli mornin by my parents to pay respects to my ancestors for it's the season of Qingmin again..i was veri tired as i slept late on sat..also plus my mom and i ve a big quarrel and knoe what we haven been speaking a word to each other since todae (tue) ...don feel like speaking a word to her at all..and of cos don feel like hanging out with her..bt it's qing ming so no choice :(

went out in the afternoon to meet wenwey for lunch 1st before setting off to indoor stadium for Benny Hinn conference..when we rch there guess what..the STADIUM WAS FULL..i felt so 'suay'..i ve bn on a big quarrel with mum..hope to be in church to 4get everything nw the stadium is full..realli pissed up..

anyway since e seats were all booked..there was nth wenwey and i could do bt juz to wait outside the stadium for our cg members..though waiting..knoe a new frd frm another church call Glenn..he even called me this morning and told me he ve prayed for me...he gave me a verse and i find tht it realli applies to my situation right nw..thks Lord for answering my prayer & giving me a word...I knoe tht YOU will always be there for me..

so here guys i am tired and i think i wil stop here for nw..see you guys soon..love u..

with love,
Christine

2nd part of Song Poem..

2007-04-17T08:27:00.000-07:00

Halo guys:

here i am again..bringin to u guys the 2nd part of the Song poem..hope u guys lve it..

A Love Letter II

Here i am again

Writting this letter to say

That i am still waiting for you

Because you are worth waiting for

Here i am again

Thinking about what to say

To reveal my heart to you

Because you'r what i am looking for

You are so beautiful

Is what my mind says

You are so beautiful

Is what my heart too says

With you around, life is colourful

Cause you are God's best for me

With you around, i am joyful

Cause you are a blessing to me

How long shall i sing this song

before you came along

i know it wont be long

I believe it wont be long

So, here i am again

Waiting patiently for you

Here i am again

Writting my love letter just for you

A Song Poem..

2007-04-10T09:42:00.000-07:00

Halo guys:

here's something for you...it's a song poem specially dedicated to all those who are still waiting for their destined ones...May u all find your dream Prince or Princess soon...:

A Love Song

My love, i am waitin for you

I know you are somewhere on this Earth

Waiting for me too

This is a love letter written just for you

Though we have yet to meet

But my heart knows that day will come

Soon...

When the day comes

i will gaze into your eyes

And i will knoe that you are God sent

I love you so much, i love you all my days

Even now, while waiting for you patiently

Every single day, i pray for you

Pray that you will always be safe

Blessed by God, always the Head and not the Tail

Pray that you will keep your heart

Just for me to conquer

I long for the day i am with you

it will be beautiful

i will hold you by the hand

And together we will serve the Lord till the end of time

Every night, i serenade a sweeter song for you

i will always be faithful to you

i keep my heart pure just for you

you are a gift from Heaven

Darling, i am waiting for you

How long? How long shall i wait for you?

I am always here waiting for you, no matter what

our romance shall be a love story written by God

And he will delight in it, always

Darling, i love you so much, i love you all my days

Even now, while waiting for you patiently

This is my love letter for you

a few daes of happenings..

2007-04-10T08:50:00.000-07:00

Halo guys:

bn such a long while since i update my blog..realli ve no time 4 online surfing..so sori ve to let u guys wait..:( Anyway here i am again to update u guys on what ve bn in my life..some r funni, some r boring, some r spiritual...

Fri 6/4/07

bn looking 4ward for this dae..so excited tht Easter is here and i knoe wonderful dramas and services r inwait for me at expo..also what is realli exciting is it is exactly Gd Fridae when we celebrate!! Halehluja..

e dae started out goin to expo for bkstore ministry realli earli..rch at 1+..e nxt few hours was spent preparing for e start of the Easter night..we had much supporting duty stuff to do..arranged a friend to come for Easter celebration..i was so excited i kept asking my ministry leader what time can i leave so tht i can go fetch my frd..in e end she got so impatient with me..so sorry Sam..for bothering u so much...:(

anyway i ended up bringing my frd in 4 for service around 4:55pm..thks to Zhenghao for giving Prashant & me a seat behind e cg so tht we nvr sit far frm e cg..bt poor Guna..he ended up giving up his seats for us and ended up sitting furthur away frm us..

Realli Praise the Lord for touching Prashant tht night..Guess what Prashant received Christ...i guess tht he will always remember tht his salvation dae was on a Good Friday itself..so easi to remember ha...after svc..as i ve ministry to continue..i left Prashant to my beloved cg members..realli thank you guys..he mention he loved our cg and he will be back...

Sat 7/4/07

Todae i woke up in such a hurry as i were alreadi late for svc...i ve no ministry todae so i can join my cg 4 fellowship..hurreh...!! Special thks to Kok Koon for coming out to bring me to my seat :)

Forgive me for being so unspiritual bt todae svc was so bor..ring and it made me wan to snore..e svc was bilingual..mix chinese and eng..i gt such a headache as i listen to e sermon..i juz cant stand hearing both chinese and english at e same time..bt thk God e drama was good and many souls were saved..

after svc went to e carnival 4 fellowship..had such fun there..wan to get a balloon it was out..sobz..:(

Sun 8/4/07

woke up feeling realli excited todae was there was a bbq party in honour of our bdae cgl boy Johnson..

met up with Guna 1st for a small fellowship to get a bdae present 4 our bdae boy..shall nt write here what it is..ha..anyway we went to see other choices of present too and ended up being late for e party..plus nt to say when i rch e mrt station i had no idea hw to get to tht place..after rching tht place i had no idea again which way to e pit..realli muddle head me..

after asking don knoe how many pple e way to e pit i finally found it..thk God..i was realli tired and sweaty upon rching e place..hid e present behind my back frm e bdae boy to prevent him frm seeing..

After much bbq, eatin, drinking, laughing and talking finally it's e time we celebrate Johnson's bdae..it began with e usual blow candles, wish, bdae song...after tht it's SABOH TIME!!! Most of us r waiting 4 this moment as i found out later..Poor Johnson..e bros caught him and tiied his hands and legs up and lift him up an 'altar' to 'sacrifice'...see him like this realli cant 'ren xin'..bt it's his bdae no choice ha..taken a pic of him in tht time for remembrance..

e fun sabohing time is over in a short while and we r back to ourselves carryin on with activities..it was fun...i even spent a short while by myself sitting upon a rock to medicate on my life and what should i do..come to say of it, it's realli nice to being alone sometimes..what do u guys think?

Anyway had also a long wise talk with our bdae boy on what should i realli do abt my life...muz realli set my mind to do what priordise 1st..

well guys here i am goin to stop entry as i feel tired...bt feel free to drop comments whenever u r free..see u guys soon..

with all my love,
Christine

a realli boring dae with mistakes..

2007-04-02T08:35:00.000-07:00

woke up todae as usual at 2+..because nt working cn sleep late..ha..lazy person arent i?
wanted to go to J8 for a gd dae shopping..bt remembered tht i ve bkstore ministry mting for Easter dae ..signt..realli wanna go shopping..bt anyway God 1st in my life..(4give me Lord that i don wanna serve)

anyway stori goes on..when i rch bkstore HQ..i was actually told by my group leader tht she sms e wrong person..what a headache..well forgive your bro as Jesus forgives you..anway i don blame her at all hahas..

well anyway since it was stil earli (7+) i decide to go 4 shopping...i ended up shop at e nearest mall near my house..AMK Hub..bt i ve onli bn there few days ago..so realli sick of tht place too..2nd and 3rd floor was newly renovated and opened so i went up there and found many things i love bt didnt buy cos they r unnessary stuff..

after shoppin was stil earli (10+) so i ended up surfing e net checking my email at e cyber cafe near my house..so i ended up creating this Blog b'cos after reading my frds blog i found realli fun to ve 1..so here goes my 1st blog and 1st msg..

heres all frm me 4 nw as i cant think of anything 4 nw..lve u guys..post a msg sometimes..